Keeping a pact

So, I'm doing that Oprah & Eckhart "A New Earth" thing. You know, the webcast on Oprah.com. Okay, maybe you don't know. Anyway, I bought the book when it first came out in 2005 (I think). I tried to read it twice and decided, both times, that I simply was not ready. I was not in a place where awakening would work. I've asked myself what that is all about.

The fact is, over the past 3 years I have been completely lost. I got married and had my second child (after fighting marriage for so long) and then I created a reality that found me lost and at the mercy of confusion (completely different than Confucius). I hid my spirituality and beliefs from my husband and his family, I stopped making time to address the issue of me. I started charging for my Spiritual Coaching sessions and classes and thus, got lost in the financial woes of people paying me my worth, instead of helping them find their way back to bliss.

I've been making my way back slowly and this book is good for me in that manner; helping me to find my landmarks, the ones that lead me back to me.

So, in my current moment of bliss, I want to say, "Thank You," to all the souls that are a part of my life right now. Each of you has played a significant role in my journey back to me. I realize that at the spirit level you all agreed to come into my life when I would need you most and help me get right back on track.

I'm talking about Wini, Kim, Lori, Mr. Cutler, Imani, Stevie, Journey, Justin, Mom, Wanda, Shannon, Amber, Sherri, Stephen and so many more that I cannot begin to name you all. You may not know who you are but, if you are a part of my life in any tiny way, I am talking about you.

I appreciate each of you keeping that pact. It means so much to me.

Yvonnie